I Walk Alone

I walk alone and I only see corpses

Without soul, without feelings

They only want to kill

I walk against the cruel current of dead in life ones

Trying to find the way out to this hell in life

Even the sad cemetery is more pleasant…

Only the dead ones emit they breath of eternal rest

I walk in a desert of lost souls, searching for some company

They take hold of my legs, looking for some salvation to their sad end... living and dying in eternal solitude.

I see in my destiny similar situation… my soul searching for someone who likes it as it is...A light in the end of my journey, which lights my course through my cruel end

I cry for a prohibited love, I suffer for a lost love, I die for something I never going to have, someone who loves me well…

I fall into the endless hole of despair, trying to escape from this unending nightmare... I see my life pass through my eyes, and I wish never born to live those moments...

In my endless dreams, I see the future of my dying soul, burning in the lands of the ancient hell…

I try to understand why I am here, why I have to suffer this unending pain, why I have to see all this nightmares when I am awake…

I walk on the road of my destiny, always alone, in the dark woods of my past, present and future… I don’t see any light to guide me; I see neither friends nor parents, I am on my own, trying to survive to this dangerous journey…

No one can help me, nobody can feel my anger, no one can see me…

Like a ghost in the shadows, I walk through people,

Carrying a heavy load full of contradictory feelings and bad memories…

The dark night is my shelter, where I can think about my days in this world

Where I can feel some comfort in this jungle of cold stone,

Where I can disappear from the eyes of harmful people

And calm my mind of grievous memories that invade me…

The scars of hard times are still in my heart, opened as if they were new, but more painful that before…

There is no cure to this suffering, there is no drug that calm down this feeling

Neither the rest of our souls can kill it, only remains to live with it and endure each one of the injury for the rest of our lives…